Saturday, June 18, 2011 @3:08 PM
Unlike many, there isn't much excitment or anticipation brewing within us. We just hope it will be over and it's hard to believe both of us actually have the same thought.. We hold much reluctance to the actual day simply because we are doing it for the others. So much for following the chinese tradition for the sake of doing it. There is only stress and worse of all, I don't see how the ceremony will bring more happiness than what we already have. We are happy as a couple living together, no doubt it is a great experience - Peaceful, fun and spontaneous. I stand to my belief that one's wedding is up to one to decide. Even though that isn't going to happen for me, this belief shall apply to my child if I ever have one. No one likes to be maligned and for as many regrets and misunderstandings we have, there is no turning back. It is a tough world because we are very complicated creatures. We may not understand others well enough to prevent such situation from happening. Pissed as I may be, I know I won't explain myself because I hate confrontations. To be involved in such a shitty senario is exactly what I had wanted to avoid. But there will always be a constant reminder in me.... Please only the significant. To the less significant, whether they like it or not, just smile and walk away.
